I think the only orgasm I've ever had regret from come post-nut clarity was from a girl with a nasty scar on the side of her head because she had such profound autism that her overstim response used to be bashing her head off of walls until she turned 22
her entire apartment, which she did not pay for, was babyproofed
I would still probably do it again
quoting >>w>>1128 — a new wild post
I have actually turned down women because even though I'm into retarded-looking women there are some that are too repulsive for me and I can't even visualize sexually exploiting them with their consent
But otherwise if they're adult women with good hygiene and can hold an interesting conversation I'm not afraid to try at least once
That's really what causes these encounters, we have a really interesting first conversation and somehow it always stumbles into sexual acts
And in spite of me being willing to fuck the likes of Pearl Davis and RFH my actual roster includes multiple genuinely beautiful women but most of those were either mentally ill or doing it out of spite for themselves or some kind of perceived authority I think
You remind me of my friend who went to jail for 8 years for vehicular manslaughter. It should have been less time but the cops and judge conspired to forge evidence against him because he had research chemicals in his car and they were trying to push through stricter laws at the time.
In reality he was sober and his brakes had failed going down a hill when he struck the woman but that was never brought into evidence.
I actually have a completely clean criminal record and outside of my sexual discrepancies I maintain a pretty clean life, I think that's how I let myself get away with sabotaging any emotional connections I make with women by sexualizing it
That's partly why I'm anon here so that it can't expand out into Twitter, I can just kind of vent my thoughts here without it impacting anyone
She flipflopped between acting normal and acting kind of like an overgrown toddler but she swore up and down she wasn't an age regressor
A good lawyer could definitely construe enthusiastically consensual sex with her as rape and only a very lenient jury could save me she's that kind of retarded